In His grace

I will admit, I felt foolish this week. I have been praying and talking to my Savior about a lot of aspects of my life where I am unhappy. Prayer requests, friends and family have been a part of my regular payer time,  but there were times when I questioned if my prayers were even being heard.  I am grateful, I have a Savior, a King, that looks past my doubts and fears. I am humbled in saying prayer does work.  Last week I found my self with this contradicting feeling.  I did not want to be around people, but I wanted to feel connection with another person. I didn't want to feel alone, but I wanted to be left alone. After some time of meandering around in my mind with this feeling, I realize I have to move on. It was then that I started to think I am blessed.  Not just blessed, but blessed with the best God has for me. There are some with no place to lay their head tonight. There are some who do no know when they will receive their next meal.  Others do not have a vehicle or reliable transportation to get to work and provide. During one of my many prayers, I asked my King to show me He hears my prays, help me to know He hears my cries.  When I think of how blessed I am in the different areas of my, that is my reassurance.  God is working in my life, that is most evident right now in my life. The foolish human in me keeps trying to get him to work on another aspect.  I may not be where I want to be in my life right now,- no, I am definitely, not where I would like to be with my life. God has me where he wants me for this season. So I am going to let go and walk in His grace and mercy.