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Deep down and way back in the darkest places of my mind, I am disappointed in myself for not being good enough to be loved by my father. I know I shouldn't, but it is hard convincing myself otherwise. It is because of this I sometimes feel there is not a guy in the world that will understand me, and also the reason I have trouble with male relationships. There is not a guy that would fight for me, laugh with me and love me past this broken mess known as me. I fear I would mess things up if the right guy did ever come along. My worst outcome is having a desire for that connection, but being left with emptiness and loneliness to keep me company.



  I am grateful, my first love, my King is still working on me. . . . .             

Masterpiece

Lyrics

Heartbreaks a bittersweet sound
Know it well It's ringing in my ears
And I can't understand
Why I'm not fixed by now
Begged and I pleaded
Take this pain but I'm still bleeding

Heart trusts you for certain
Head says it's not working
I'm stuck here still hurting
But you tell me

You're making a masterpiece
You shaping the soul in me
You're moving where I can't see
And all I am is in your hands
You're taking me all apart
Like it was your plan from the start
To finish your work of art for all to see you're making a masterpiece

Guess I'm your canvas
Beautiful black and blue
Painted in mercy's hue
I don't see past this
You see me now
Who I'll be then
There at the end
Standing there as

Your Masterpiece
You're shaping the soul in me
You're moving where I can't see
And all I am is in your hands
You're taking me all apart
Like it was your plan from the start
To finish your work of art for all to see
You're making a masterpiece
You're making a masterpiece

Heart trust you for certain
Head says it's not working

You're making a masterpiece
You're shaping the soul in me
You're moving where I can't see
And all I am is in your hands
You're taking me all apart
Like it was your plan from the start
To finish your work of art for all to see
You're making a masterpiece
You're making a masterpiece
I will be your masterpiece

Written by Emily Lynn Weisband, Bernie Herms • Copyright ©