I surrender

Today was a good day, lunch was especially memorable. I found out about a good dentist in town.  It is times like this, I wish I had a therapist to tell about my day- a blog post will have to suffice. Things have been going crazy, it reminds me of  lyrics to this song: "So much to do in so little time, ", "It’s off to the races everybody out the door. I’m feeling like I’m falling behind, it’s a crazy life"  There is work, school, and an abnormal check up with my teenager, this is just touching the surface. 
I have come close to losing it at times, but held it together and pushed on. Strong is in my genetics, my family has a lot of strong women who set great examples.  No family is perfect, I have learned though, a bad family is better than no family. I miss my mom, she would have loved to hear about my lunch today. 
I am looking forward to the Big Church night out concert coming on October 28th, of course I have already signed up to volunteer.  My issues with food are work in progress,  I know this will always be a challenge.  I have my bad days, there are times when I feel as though I will never reach my goal. I also have feelings of unworthiness and self doubt.  The difference is now I have the tools to deal with the issues I am facing. I have a wonderful support system and will push, on taking each day one at a time. 

Gracefully Broken